 Wednesday, January 9, 2013
 Page 8 of 365 at 9:33 AMYeap ~ I've started work at Marine & Pets image. Day 1 was kinda horrible cause the first dog i did was a Japanese chin & its Goddamn fierce. Goshhh ! But still got passed it anyway ~ Gonna go work again tomorrow. SIGH~ :x. Anyway, feeling damn emotional right now. Suddenly i missed him so damn much. I thought i've moved on from him, but.. nah. I still remember his voice eventhough the last time i heard it was like a month ago, on the phone. I really really love his voice. How can i ever forget that? That moment i cried while talking to him, & he asked me why do i cry again. I can imagine how his face were like. Sigh, i really really need him. I really really love him so damn much, i tried to move on so many times, but non of the time succeed. I'm such a loser. 他都不要我了，干吗我还那么死缠烂打.. Its like, i can move on, stop checking up on him, stop thinking or missing him but eventually i'll still get back to square one. Weird isn't it. Theres just a weird connection between us. I really hope what you said was true, that we're fated & destined. I know those ain't sweet talks, cause whether you say that or not, it doesn't change a single thing & you should know that. It really sucks to trust someone & gave in your all. You thought that he could be trusted. End up? Endless heartbreaks. I don't trust a guy that easily, but you did it. & you just wanna ruin it. I really feel damn damn damn broken. Its not because i feel lonely, i really missed the times when you were there for me, YOU & no one else. I just need you, just you. I really don't know why am i feeling this way again. I feel like a retard. Being emotional right now while you're enjoying your life. You won't even miss me or think of me a single bit. Why am i being such a loser over here..  我想把我的心拿回，但是我怎么努力的拿还是拿不回来... Love, Madeline ❤ |
Search 女王❤  Hi there, my name is Madeline. I'm a Pisces born on the 26th. This is my new blog created on the 2nd day of 2013, it marks a new beginning for me. I'm studying about Pets Grooming & is a Soon-to-be Pets groomer. FYI, I'm a Singaporean & lives in Singapore :) For any enquiries, you can email me at rin_aii@hotmail.com Archives  January 2013Credits © All Rights Reserved |
