 Wednesday, January 9, 2013
 Page 8 of 365 at 9:33 AMYeap ~ I've started work at Marine & Pets image. Day 1 was kinda horrible cause the first dog i did was a Japanese chin & its Goddamn fierce. Goshhh ! But still got passed it anyway ~ Gonna go work again tomorrow. SIGH~ :x. Anyway, feeling damn emotional right now. Suddenly i missed him so damn much. I thought i've moved on from him, but.. nah. I still remember his voice eventhough the last time i heard it was like a month ago, on the phone. I really really love his voice. How can i ever forget that? That moment i cried while talking to him, & he asked me why do i cry again. I can imagine how his face were like. Sigh, i really really need him. I really really love him so damn much, i tried to move on so many times, but non of the time succeed. I'm such a loser. 他都不要我了，干吗我还那么死缠烂打.. Its like, i can move on, stop checking up on him, stop thinking or missing him but eventually i'll still get back to square one. Weird isn't it. Theres just a weird connection between us. I really hope what you said was true, that we're fated & destined. I know those ain't sweet talks, cause whether you say that or not, it doesn't change a single thing & you should know that. It really sucks to trust someone & gave in your all. You thought that he could be trusted. End up? Endless heartbreaks. I don't trust a guy that easily, but you did it. & you just wanna ruin it. I really feel damn damn damn broken. Its not because i feel lonely, i really missed the times when you were there for me, YOU & no one else. I just need you, just you. I really don't know why am i feeling this way again. I feel like a retard. Being emotional right now while you're enjoying your life. You won't even miss me or think of me a single bit. Why am i being such a loser over here..  我想把我的心拿回，但是我怎么努力的拿还是拿不回来... Love, Madeline ❤ Monday, January 7, 2013
Page 7 of 365 at 8:27 AMOkay here goes! Firstly, i applied base make & eyeliner & double eyelid tapes & also, curled my hair ;) ! *PS, I'm not a/were an NP student, just wore it for fun :x.  And, after applying my false eyelashes! JIANG JIANG~! Hahaha! All these eyelashes were brought from Bugis! Upper lash is those normal 3 for $5 kind ~ While the lower eyelash i got it from the 2nd floor of the cosmetic store for about $15, has like 4 or 5 sets in it. Affordable right :)!  Ohyeah, i clipped up one side of my hair, to make it look puffy at one side! Saw some gyarus did that so yahhhh ~  Yeah, the normal gyaru act cute style :x. PEACE PEACE HAHAHHA !  Lastly, a more HD photo took with my camera :) .  Love, Madeline ❤ Sunday, January 6, 2013
Page 6 of 365 at 8:11 AMAfter lesson, went to Macperson to have dinner with my fam :) . Been kinda long since i last ate together with them ~ Joke around etc. Hahah !  QT picture of Jiali & her new red kuku collar :x . Quite cute right! But kuku at the same time! HA!  Lets end with two of my qt pictures ^^V !   Love, Madeline ❤ Friday, January 4, 2013
Page 4 of 365 at 5:55 AMAnyway, heres two picture of other dogs that are being dyed by the students ! The cute standard sized poodle, Gucci ! Dyed with Orange dye! The colours are super bright right !  A Bichon Frise, Polar ! With blue dye !  Super adorable right ?! Hahah ! Anyways, gonna start working part time for this CNY period in one of teacher's shop at Yishun :D ! Looking forward to it although its gonna be so tiring ! OHWELL ~ Lets gain some experience ! Love, Madeline ❤ Thursday, January 3, 2013
Page 3 of 365 at 7:57 AM
Okay I slept till like 4pm ! Then woke up looking for online rpg games to play ~ There was a Japan MMOrpg game that i was really interested in, which is Phantasy Star Online 2 . But the English version isn't fully out yet :( .
So, i went to download a game called Perfect World Online. Just like any other MMOrpg, just that the character creation process is a wee bit interesting.
You can adjust the body shape *ahems* including the boobies. *ahem* . For me, I'm not really good at playing mmos, so its kinda challenging. The quests etc doesn't describe well & thus I've to spend awhile to get to the place x_x!
Heres my character! Played the Psychic!
Maybe will go & look for other mmos instead though. :x
Love, Madeline ❤ Wednesday, January 2, 2013
Page 2 of 365 at 10:56 AMFelt so loser today.. Cut the Poodle's legs for the whole 6 hours. I'm not suppose to be so slow! Kept asking teacher, what am i doing wrong? & she just said, this dog's fur is special, hence it is super difficult. I need like at least 2 years of experience in this industry to be able to cut it well. So, i felt relieved for awhile, but then again, i wanna do it well! Anyway, Kim finally came! Havent seen her for the past 2 weeks! And she made me, eileen & rachel a bracelet! Theres mine over here :x. The pinkish pinkish one~ Okay it doesn't suit my outlook cause i'm not a sweetsweet type of person but ohwell, ITS SUPER PRETTY ❤!  Okay ending with a cute photo of Miruku! Its a Bishon Frise by the way :) Really cute mascot in our school !  Love, Madeline ❤ |
Search 女王❤  Hi there, my name is Madeline. I'm a Pisces born on the 26th. This is my new blog created on the 2nd day of 2013, it marks a new beginning for me. I'm studying about Pets Grooming & is a Soon-to-be Pets groomer. FYI, I'm a Singaporean & lives in Singapore :) For any enquiries, you can email me at rin_aii@hotmail.com Archives  January 2013Credits © All Rights Reserved |
